20110120

Burst /bɜrst/
Have you ever feel like there are tons of information, ready to burst out of your head, making it hurts so much; but you only have two legs, two hands, & one brain, not to forget one nose, that limited and (at the same time) enabled you from letting it out loud?
Artscientist  /ɑɹtˈsaɪəntɪst/ 
Scienartist /ˈsaɪənˈɑɹtɪst/
I hate artist for being so full of themselves in art or aesthetic.
I hate scientist for being arrogant with their science secret club.
I would rather have both.
Call it Artscientist or Scientartist, whichever you like.

*But I kinda hope you like the latter.
X-Ray /'eks reɪ/
I must say that pornographic images aren't nudity. At least, not the real nudity.
There's something that goes beyond it. Most people call it X-Ray image. 
I call it the most intimate image, the purest kind of nudity.

20110119

Die /daɪ/
(1) I did not die.

 
This is actually a random image I stumble upon the internet. 
I just thought keeping it here would be useful someday. 
Maybe for engravings on my gravestone.

20110118

News /n(j)uːz/
You know kid, I don't watch television nowadays.
All the news are bad news that make your mind go crazy.
Until the only logical thing to do is smash your head to the television.
But I'm not gonna do it anytime soon, it's the only valuable thing I have.
So, I switch it off and get some peace of mind.
- Conversation with a taxi driver

20110117

Success /səkˈsɛs/

*Strangely, I found it written on a fan.
White /waɪt/
I lie here awake at night.
Looking at the white ceiling up there.
Is it even white?
What is white?
Stretching my hands, set apart my fingers.
As if I'm able to reach it.
Thinking of things, time flies
I should have done this instead of that
I could be this instead of that
The clock is ticking, I know, I hear it well
Is there anything that I could do?
Apart from pleasing you.
Where am I, Who am I, What am I, 
Another silence passed so quickly
The clock is ticking
It's 2 PM and I'm still awake.


"I lie here awake, night by night."

20110110

Weird /wiɚd/
(1) Today was another one of those days that I need to laugh at my life. 
Thanks for this weird yet fun life You gave, God.

Here's why:
  1. I've been stepping on god-knows-how-many foot that wasn't intentionally because the bus was so crowded.
  2. Someone whose face looked like one of my friend, laughed at me in the bus because I almost ate a bug.
  3. I saw 2 midgets today. I felt odd and awkward for unknown reason.
  4. It starts with:

A lady visited Matisse in his studio. 
Inspecting one of his latest works she unwisely said:
'But, surely the arm of this woman is much too long'
'Madame' The artist politely replied
'You are mistaken. This is not a woman, this is a picture.'

Laughing like crazy after reading the quote in Alan Fletcher's "The Art of Looking Sideways". Seriously, I could have used that to answer my lecture's assistants annoying advices.

20101224

Plant /plɑːnt/
Well, I can't make someone to totally believe in me.
I'm not a magician, I can't just pull a rabbit out of the hat and impress everyone.
But I can plant my idea, in this case, my point of view to someone.
Give them something that they never think before.
Play with their point view and convince them.
Shake their mind and heart with your way and reasons.

In that way, I hope you will believe in me.

20101218

Prostitute /ˈprɒstɪˌtjuːt/
She pledge for the pitiful night life. 
Drop down in the floor, working twice as hard as anybody. 
Getting paid under the weather. 
Smearing lipstick all over her body, bruises & scars are old story. 
Dignity burns in that life she holds dearly.
Sex is just another story, a toy for man, a trash on her body.
"Does love ever exist?" she asked to nobody.
- A woman from the night life.