Tired /taɪə(ɹ)d/

When you stop thinking about everything all at once. Your brain cells still keep on moving while your body don't feel the same. You put yourself in bed & take a nice short nap while you actually slept for the whole night.

I'm tired of being used.

I'm tired of being kind.

I'm tired of being fake.

I'm tired of being this world slave.

I'm tired of the people around me.

I'm tired of this boring life I had (for now).

I just can't wait until this all come to an end.

Headache /ˈhɛdeɪk/ 

That monster torturing you bit by bit at the most inappropriate time. You go to sleep & when you wake up you realized it's all inside your head. If it's still there, take an aspirin or shot your head.

Hey there!

Inbox full of messages from nowhere.

Friends that I thought I know but never were

Life that is too weird to describe. 

Family, little by little is dying within me.

Love? Don't start with me. I don't even know it.

I'd be surprised if I didn't kill myself before 30.

One day, when I'm old enough, I might stumble upon this stupid blog & laugh at it.

I'm in a deep shit now but I know, the future is far more awesome than this.

So to the future me (if you ever read this).. 

How is it like to be me in the future?

It keeps getting better? Or worse?